THE WORLD OF DARKNESS
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Name: WenqiAge: 19
Birthday: 2 May 1990
School: ITE College East
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Monday, February 7, 2011, 12:05 AM
Going back part 2
Do u still rmb how we started? Where is our first date? We walked very long ver far.. From tampines to Bedok.. U asked me whether wanna be ur gf . U stretch out ur hand waiting for my ans.. This is how we started to hold hands.. Rmb I got sweaty palm? I was so nervous.. My palm keep sweating whenever i'm with u.. Rmb where is our first date? Is at the zoo. That was my first time going to the zoo. I was so happy and excited. We were wearing the same clothes and shoes.. Tat was so sweet.. I really wanna go back to the time we treat each other so important.. I hate wat we are now.. Hubby, do u know u gave me this chance I was so happy but I still scared.. I happy that u r back with me.. I scared that u will leave me again.. I tot of breaking up but I love u too much that I can't bear to leave u.. We r not close as before.. This really breaks my heart actually. I willing to try best to love u now like how u treated me.. Can we make promise to each other again like I will love u forever? I won't leave u? Can we? Can we make every month on the 5th a very special and happy day for us again? I miss the time how we spent tgt.. Can we really get back? But I really dun wanna let u go.. Can u stay with me forever? I think I will nv find a guy like u anymore.. U r the guy tat suit me the most.. I love u... The moment u wanna leave me my heart felt so empty. I feel like I lost smth very important to me.. After this den I really know how much important u r to me.. Sunday, February 6, 2011, 11:34 PM
Going back
Alot of thing happened recently. We quarreled, we broke up and now we patch. The feeling is different now.. Our feeling is lost.. We are trying to get back the feeling.. I'm so regretted. U was so nice to me in the past but I didn't cherish it.. I miss the time u alway hold my hand tight kiss me firmly and treat me like a princess.. Can we really get back how we use to be? Saturday, July 24, 2010, 5:10 PM
Everything will start all over again!!! I will be fine!!!Sunday, July 4, 2010, 9:14 PM
So long nv update..Finally graduated from ITE. Hoped to go Poly but.. my result did not meet their requirement. (So sad) I really hope i got the chance to study again. Lucky me, i got chance to study at Nafa. School fee is not cheap but it deduct from my mum CPF. But.. i got to gone through their test. Wat bothering me is the my drawing sucks & my creativity! I want to take Design in Fashion Merchandising & Marketing. Hope i can pass the test.. I really want to study again!!Currently working at a freight forwarding company. Juz a temp staff for 4 months only. But if my performance is good, they will hire me as permanent staff. I hope the hire me as permanent staff. i dun want to become jobless. I need money to Survives!!!! HAHA...
With my Hubby for 307 day and tml will be our 10months. Cant wait for our 1 year anniversary. U are the BEST Hubby i ever have. U wake me up every morning, u fetch me to work when u have transport. U come to look for me to have lunch tgt. U get almost all the things i wanted to have so much for me. I appreciate it. Seriously, i need u in my life. Not because u can get the things i want. Is because u shower all your love to me. U treated me better than before. U cared for me better than before. I need u to stay with me everyday every hour and every moment. I want to see u everyday. Looking at u give me peace. HAHA... So stay with me, ok? Dun go anywhere without me, ok? Cos i need u...
Tat's all for today post. I will update once in a while... haha... Nights!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010, 10:07 PM
Giving up & Heart-broken
Pissed off with him during work. The problem was he was so free yet he didn't care to look for me and busy talking with others. Whenever he needs me to help him or accompany to do the work, i will always do it. Cos i love him. But whenever i need him to accompany me, he always said "I'm busy." Ya i know you're busy that is why i didn't angry with him. Whenever i needed him so much, wanted him to be by my side, he was not there. Juz because he wants to save his money, tired and lazy. He always told me he can't afford to lose me. And i believe him. But his action always disappoint me. It isn't the first time he broke my heart. I want to get back how we used to be in the past. But the feeling had gone. We could never get the feeling back. Things had changed so as feeling. Yesterday he chased me out of his house which i will never ever forget it. Since he wants me to leave and i will leave. The moment i stepped out of his house my love for him had ended. We can never get back anymore. What you did is really too much. This time round you had hurt me deeply.Sunday, February 7, 2010, 1:21 AM
Disappointment
Do you know how sad it is when someone had forgotten the promises he made? People always make empty promises which everyone knows. But promises are made to be forgotten? I believe its hurt a person's heart. You trust the person so much, believe in all the things he said yet he always don't mean it. So sad right?I don't know which words or sentence from him should i believe. He don't even sure of what he had said before. So does that mean all the things u said u doesn't mean it at all? Its not i don't want to believe you. Its u can't be trusted. It's alright if you can't fulfill the promise but it's unforgivable if you had forgotten it. I don't know what i can say anymore. Maybe just don't bother about it..
Monday, January 18, 2010, 4:05 PM
A wordy post
My blog had been rusty for duno how many months. I had started my attachment (IA) since oct. Going to end soon at 2 feb. Wasnt been good during my attachement. I taking MC almost every week for 1 or 2 days. Got a complain from the HR, Ms Pamela. Duno is my problem or their problem. I had tried my best to do wat they wanted me to do. Watever things they said were opposite. I duno which one should i listen. They said, duno anything or not sure about anything can ask. So i asked them whenever i dun understand but they find me annoying and give me attitude.WTF!! There's one incident, 1 customer called up to make booking on this particular vessel, i told the customer there isnt any space as this was told by my Supervisor, Joyce. But this particular customer cant understand wat i said like tat. I told her no more space. She said squeeze 1 for her, only 20gp. I insisted telling her no. So this customer wanna talk Joyce as this vessel is under her. I asked Joyce whether she wants to help this customer to squeeze out a space for her? U know wat she told me? "Juz tell her no more space. And i did told u tat this vessel no more space right? Y u still want to ask?". So i told this customer, Joyce said no more space. This customer gave me attitude and scold me, everytime no space no space. Then this customer very irritating and clever. She called Joyce's num and asked for space. Made me so pissed off was tat Joyce give her the space. WTF!!! I was scolded for nth! This happened not only once. It alot of time. They also backstabbing about me. F***All the staffs here are suck man. They like to act, backstabbing each other, so fake lar. I hate this kind of working environment makes me dun feel like coming to work. Drop this topic. Make me pissed off!!!
Let's talk about myself then. I've been working 2 jobs, IA and part time job. It quite tiring for me. No off day for me at all. Even if i take mc also not enough rest for me. Other than working i spent most of my time with my Hubby. Since the day i start my attachment, my temper getting worst, alway quarrel over a small matter. Hubby always the one giving in but sometime he did scold me. There are many things we want to do and many places we want to go. I'm craving for sushi which Hubby promised me to bring me once my IA end. Hubby also promised me to bring me to underwater world after my IA. Hubby still rmb our new yr resolution? We must save money to start our own business.
HUBBY
I may not be mature enough to handle things and feelings on my own.
So i need u by my side and help me.
I alway hurt and break ur heart
but deep in my heart i alway love u.
I will be a good girl and good wifey so tat u and i can last long long.
I will try to be understanding and not being selfish.
I will shower u with more love and care.
Hubby, i love u.
Muackz!
Now talk about my part time work. Got promote to F1-2 so pay is increase. The evaluation is damn slow. I worked for so long oreadi juz F1-2 only. Cheap cake lor. But overall working there is fun juz tat the work is too boring and tiring.
Now the time is 5.13pm. I knocking off at 6pm. Going to get prepare to go and meeting my Girl YanLing at bugis to get her shoes.