THE WORLD OF DARKNESS
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Name: WenqiAge: 19
Birthday: 2 May 1990
School: ITE College East
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Sunday, May 27, 2012, 8:24 PM
Sorry
I'm feeling very bad now.. I duno why.. i missing you badly too.. i miss the time we had.. gg to the zoo, to the underwater world and oversea.. how are u now? i know i had hurt u badly. i really guilty about it. Can we still be friend? I need ur forgiveness and answer badly. i started to hate myself.. I'm sorry for everything.. sorry..
Monday, February 7, 2011, 12:05 AM
Going back part 2
Do u still rmb how we started? Where is our first date? We walked very long ver far.. From tampines to Bedok.. U asked me whether wanna be ur gf . U stretch out ur hand waiting for my ans.. This is how we started to hold hands.. Rmb I got sweaty palm? I was so nervous.. My palm keep sweating whenever i'm with u.. Rmb where is our first date? Is at the zoo. That was my first time going to the zoo. I was so happy and excited. We were wearing the same clothes and shoes.. Tat was so sweet.. I really wanna go back to the time we treat each other so important.. I hate wat we are now.. Hubby, do u know u gave me this chance I was so happy but I still scared.. I happy that u r back with me.. I scared that u will leave me again.. I tot of breaking up but I love u too much that I can't bear to leave u.. We r not close as before.. This really breaks my heart actually. I willing to try best to love u now like how u treated me.. Can we make promise to each other again like I will love u forever? I won't leave u? Can we? Can we make every month on the 5th a very special and happy day for us again? I miss the time how we spent tgt.. Can we really get back? But I really dun wanna let u go.. Can u stay with me forever? I think I will nv find a guy like u anymore.. U r the guy tat suit me the most.. I love u... The moment u wanna leave me my heart felt so empty. I feel like I lost smth very important to me.. After this den I really know how much important u r to me.. Sunday, February 6, 2011, 11:34 PM
Going back
Alot of thing happened recently. We quarreled, we broke up and now we patch. The feeling is different now.. Our feeling is lost.. We are trying to get back the feeling.. I'm so regretted. U was so nice to me in the past but I didn't cherish it.. I miss the time u alway hold my hand tight kiss me firmly and treat me like a princess.. Can we really get back how we use to be? Saturday, July 24, 2010, 5:10 PM
Everything will start all over again!!! I will be fine!!!Sunday, July 4, 2010, 9:14 PM
So long nv update..Finally graduated from ITE. Hoped to go Poly but.. my result did not meet their requirement. (So sad) I really hope i got the chance to study again. Lucky me, i got chance to study at Nafa. School fee is not cheap but it deduct from my mum CPF. But.. i got to gone through their test. Wat bothering me is the my drawing sucks & my creativity! I want to take Design in Fashion Merchandising & Marketing. Hope i can pass the test.. I really want to study again!!Currently working at a freight forwarding company. Juz a temp staff for 4 months only. But if my performance is good, they will hire me as permanent staff. I hope the hire me as permanent staff. i dun want to become jobless. I need money to Survives!!!! HAHA...
With my Hubby for 307 day and tml will be our 10months. Cant wait for our 1 year anniversary. U are the BEST Hubby i ever have. U wake me up every morning, u fetch me to work when u have transport. U come to look for me to have lunch tgt. U get almost all the things i wanted to have so much for me. I appreciate it. Seriously, i need u in my life. Not because u can get the things i want. Is because u shower all your love to me. U treated me better than before. U cared for me better than before. I need u to stay with me everyday every hour and every moment. I want to see u everyday. Looking at u give me peace. HAHA... So stay with me, ok? Dun go anywhere without me, ok? Cos i need u...
Tat's all for today post. I will update once in a while... haha... Nights!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010, 10:07 PM
Giving up & Heart-broken
Pissed off with him during work. The problem was he was so free yet he didn't care to look for me and busy talking with others. Whenever he needs me to help him or accompany to do the work, i will always do it. Cos i love him. But whenever i need him to accompany me, he always said "I'm busy." Ya i know you're busy that is why i didn't angry with him. Whenever i needed him so much, wanted him to be by my side, he was not there. Juz because he wants to save his money, tired and lazy. He always told me he can't afford to lose me. And i believe him. But his action always disappoint me. It isn't the first time he broke my heart. I want to get back how we used to be in the past. But the feeling had gone. We could never get the feeling back. Things had changed so as feeling. Yesterday he chased me out of his house which i will never ever forget it. Since he wants me to leave and i will leave. The moment i stepped out of his house my love for him had ended. We can never get back anymore. What you did is really too much. This time round you had hurt me deeply.Sunday, February 7, 2010, 1:21 AM
Disappointment
Do you know how sad it is when someone had forgotten the promises he made? People always make empty promises which everyone knows. But promises are made to be forgotten? I believe its hurt a person's heart. You trust the person so much, believe in all the things he said yet he always don't mean it. So sad right?I don't know which words or sentence from him should i believe. He don't even sure of what he had said before. So does that mean all the things u said u doesn't mean it at all? Its not i don't want to believe you. Its u can't be trusted. It's alright if you can't fulfill the promise but it's unforgivable if you had forgotten it. I don't know what i can say anymore. Maybe just don't bother about it..